An attractive guy late twenties/early thirties, bachelors degree required, and steady job. How hard is this to find? Hard as shit if you ask me. If I meet one more guy under the age of 25 who's "thinking about going back to school" I will give up and be the crazy cat lady. Seriously though, when I was in college dating was the easiest thing in the world. There was a plethora of men from basically all over the world there at your fingertips. No need to worry if they were educated or really age either, you were all in it together! Now, being single in your mid twenties post college, thats another story altogether. Where the hot guy at the bar turns out to be 28 unemployed and "going back to school". Or they end up being youngens barely turned 21 out looking to pick up chicks and you end up feeling somewhat like a cougar. Where has my generation gone? Perhaps a change of scenery is needed. Saturday I'm going to hang out with D's sister. Although the last time I was up there I ended up with a married guy.......
While I've very much enjoyed living the single life to it's fullest so far, I think I'm done with the one night stands and drunkenly making out with the hottie at the bar. The kicker though is while I think I'm done with that.....I don't know that I'm ready for a real boyfriend. I don't know that I'm ready to put someone elses needs ahead of my own. As much as I hate to admit it, yes I'm a little guarded after my breakup. How could I not be? But, I refuse to let it bring me down and maybe miss out on someone who could really be the one. So I suppose Step 1 would be to figure out what it is that I really want. Otherwise I'll spend the rest of my life being frustrated, endlessly searching for something that isn't there.
